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I'm a teenager girl who loves eat, sleep, and spare my time with my beloved friends. i like to do what i want to do. i don't like being forced.
“People told me I shouldn't take everything too seriously, and I didn't listen. Now I wish I had, because I tormented myself over every little thing. What's bad is when you get to age 19, you're looking back thinking, "I wish I could be young again an” LYNS

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i'm alone / 金曜日, 12月 24, 2010 @ 12/24/2010 07:51:00 午後

hah so bad i'm feeling so empty now

my heart doesn't beat as well as usally

something stuck inside

i hate it

i'm feeling so lonely now

nobody talks to me

nobody asks me out

maybe if i'm cry , nobody will see it.. jus..just like my heart is crying like now

i don't know what happened with me

i just feel upset.. goddamn..

i always said to myself it was my illusion..

but it just to comfort myself..

tears are gonna shed right now..but I hold in..

coz my sister is beside me.. i don't want to cry infront of her

coz she will ask stupid question that aint gonna answer it..

okay.

i'm sad coz i have no friends..

coz someone reminder me..

"If you choose this path way of your life, you'll be have no friends,, coz nobody will like you, you will be excommunicated."

this sentence is spinning around my head... In my opinion, that won't happen in my life.. coz i know if we have great communicate with others it won't be excommunicated in me..

but, really.. I was so wrong..

i just thought over n over again..

what's really happened?

n now.. i have my answer..

i have chose my wrong way ? huh ? like that ?

that's unfair !

i love my study.. i love either chemistry or biology or everything else..

but because of that , i have no friends .. it is just like i'm in hell :(

hahhhhh i'm headaching now

please somebody tells me what i should do now :(

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