Your Love Is A Lie / 土曜日, 9月 26, 2009 @ 9/26/2009 04:55:00 午後

I fall asleep by the telephone

It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone

Tell me where have you been?

I found a note with another name

You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same

Cause I can feel that you're gone

I can't bite my tongue forever

While you try to play it cool

You can hide behind your stories

But don't take me for a fool

You can tell me that there's nobody else

(But I feel it)

You can tell me that you're home by yourself

(But I see it)

You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want

But I know

Your love is just a lie

(Lie)

It's nothing but a lie

(Lie)

You look so innocent

But the guilt in your voice gives you away

Yeah you know what I mean

How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you

And do you think about me when he fucks you?

Could you be more obscene?

So dont try to say you're sorry

Or try to make it right

Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.

You can tell me that there's nobody else

(But I feel it)

You can tell me that you're home by yourself

(But I see it)

You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want

But I know, I know,

Your love is just a lie

(Lie)

It's nothing but a lie

(Lie)

You're nothing but a lie

You can tell me that there's nobody else

(But I feel it)

You can tell me that you're home by yourself

(But I see it)

You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want

But I know, I know

Your love is just a lie

(Lie

I know you're nothing but a lie

(Lie)

Lie

(Lie)

Lie

(Lie)

Lie

Your love is just a lie

another you / @ 9/26/2009 01:44:00 午前
"Another You"

So many times I was alone I couldn't sleep
You left me drowning in the tears of memory
And ever since you've gone, I found it hard to breathe
Cause there was so much that your heart just couldn't see
A thousand wasted dreams rolling off my eyes
But time's been healing me and I say goodbye

Cause I can breathe again, dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be the other day
Now I feel free again, so innocent
Cause someone makes me whole again for sure
I'll find another you

Could you imagine someone else is by my side
I've been afraid he couldn't keep myself from falling
My heart was always searching for a place to hide
Could not await the dawn to bring another day
Your not the only one so hear me when I say
The thoughts of you, they just fade away

Cause I can breathe again, dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be the other day
Now I feel free again, so innocent
Cause someone makes me whole again for sure
I'll find another you

Sometimes I see you when I close my eyes
You're still apart of my life

But I can breathe again, dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be the other day
Now I feel free again, so innocent
Cause someone makes me whole again for sure
I'll find another you
I'll find another you

about my feelings / 金曜日, 9月 25, 2009 @ 9/25/2009 11:16:00 午後
I'm dizzy
was thinking about you
flowing tears
for you again
I do not know anything about me
do you still think of me?
You may have forgotten about me
and find another

I want to talk anymore
yesterday ..
there is a call
"boy" ..
who are like me
I told him everything that happened to me ..
past ..
he understand?
He said he understood
he said could be a close friend first
I'm confused
why there is always the same event happened.. want to close me ..
but .. I'm not a super girl
I do not deserve to be loved
at that time, he said something that really I was also hesitant to answer it ..
I even do not know the answer ..
"you're going out less than a month, why do you love him so deeply?"
I still ...
true ..
why I do it?
stupid
I do not want anyone to approach me
because I really still can not forget
mouth to say no
but sometimes my heart can not stand
though ...
every day I keep thinking about you
what are you doing?
with friends?
happy?
there was a new girl?
if you're thinking about?
I was not ..
how ..
I am disappointed if you've seen a girl
This indicates you had never been serious with me
everything is a lie!
please ..
although there is e *, r *, j *, w *, h *, t *, w * comfort me every day ..
I still can not forget you ..
really in ..
pierced my heart ..
no news about you ..
you'll be fine
back from singapore
all have forgotten
while you remove all the sadness in batam
I bear all

I want to school!
I want to forget
with friends makes me happy
even though every day meeting up with him ..
at least know the news about you
=)
I looked at you from a far ..
but my heart .. love .. always so close to you ..

kapan aku bisa seperti dulu ?

with my beloved friends ^^ / 火曜日, 9月 22, 2009 @ 9/22/2009 09:31:00 午後

me :) / @ 9/22/2009 09:11:00 午後








all my pic :)

Plain White T's - 1,2,3,4 / @ 9/22/2009 08:40:00 午後
Plain White T's - 1,2,3,4

1,2 - 1 2 3 4
give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.
(i love you)
give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.i love you
(i love you)
you make it easy, its easy as 1234
theres only one thing two do three words four you i love you
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
thats what ill do i love you
(i love you)
i love you i love you.
one two three four i love you.
(iloveyou)
i love you
(i love you)

last I'm with you / 日曜日, 9月 20, 2009 @ 9/20/2009 08:17:00 午後
Today is the first day I was alone again
open a new page
last night is the day that I can not forget
I'll even remember always
19 september 09
he .. the second person who I love
leave me
actually I know,
we could not last long
and actually from yesterday we've had to break up
just ..
I dont want to hurt someone I love
I feel it's okay if the harm
because I am strong
I can accept it all
I knew this day would happen to me
However, I dont know how long I can forget you
is hard to forget someone
I dont feel loss as with
although only in a short time
at least you can make me love you
no one will like you
My previous honest, the only my first love that i really love
otherwise there was no longer ..
However, you are..
you are difference between the other
you is the people who feel worthy of my love
previously that no one deserves
until now I am happy ...
at least I have memories with you

fan .. i love you ...
My last tears ..
yesterday I didnt cry
I stand
I felt I was strong ..
but, as I write this blog
I remember our past again ..
I cannot stand
right ..
you must feel I am stupid ..
dont have to cry over you ..
still a lot of guys who can I choose ..
What you said was true ..
However, I cannot love someone just as easily as you ..
you know .. previous ...
how your efforts to make me forget my past ..
now you are creating a situation like that before ..
who else can make me forget about you?
who else can make me feel calm like with you?
jokes and laughter ..
I miss ..
I'm disappointed ..
why this happened to me?
I could not take it anymore ..
I will not love anyone else!
nothing will be like you anymore!

-22 august 2009- until -19 september 2009-

-22 august 2009-The first day we went out together and I told you to express love
-26 august 2009-I was disappointed and that is the worst day for me ..
we paused for a moment
do not know when we go back like the original
but I know of that night at 11
-16 september 2009-I last saw you .. I'm crying in front of you ..
-19 september 2009-end of the world

love that makes me be like this / 金曜日, 9月 18, 2009 @ 9/18/2009 11:06:00 午後
I am very tired
do not know why
my feelings when he met different
suddenly my mood changed completely
I also do not know why can this be
I really love him
but it can not be expressed in total to him
he may feel disappointed
I apologize
frankly, I cried the first time in front of him
crying in front of people I loved
so stupid I am
she apologized for her selfishness
I also apologize that I delinquency
I just like a child
and do not get along with you
if you do not object to me?
I always thought that negative
for positive action does not always come to me quiet for a moment
so come and go too
I was wrong
I was wrong
so
I cried again
tears falling


love that makes me be like this

"Wake Me Up When September Ends" / 日曜日, 9月 13, 2009 @ 9/13/2009 08:56:00 午後
"Wake Me Up When September Ends"

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

like my father's come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when September ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when September ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when September ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when September ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when September ends
wake me up when September ends
wake me up when September ends

"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams" / @ 9/13/2009 08:54:00 午後
"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

irfan = my love >< / @ 9/13/2009 12:48:00 午前
god
come
save me
I am confused with the two choices
willing to accept your love or not
i love you
but I'm afraid of losing you
so, I chose to not answer the first question
I was afraid I was disappointed again TT
I never felt this love that is making me sad
makes me hard to breathe
makes me want to kill myself
make me to give you the hands another girl
you know what? I want all of this
but you're busy
you can not make me happy
you are busy it's not your fault, because it is your responsibility
but you never think, you still have me
if I became a burden to you?
If so, let me
you are told to let go of me
because I do not want to get some words that would make anyone sad
because I love you: ((

knowing me :)) / 木曜日, 9月 10, 2009 @ 9/10/2009 07:41:00 午後
you do not know what I want
and you're selfish
concerned yourself
never know what I want and what I do not want
keep this
I will start away from you
because I'm afraid
too much love you make me hard to breathe
makes me afraid of losing you
since then, begin to know me without asking what I needed

about today / 水曜日, 9月 09, 2009 @ 9/09/2009 06:58:00 午後

09/09/2009

occurs only once in the history of

therefore, many things happened, too much fun and too pathetic even angered

started from a pleasant,

today is selly birthday, my best friend

she got a gift from someone who liked

inside the box of hangers spongebob, a pair of micky and minnie dolls, drugs sprue, Betadine, fold the paper as much as 999 stars, and a written paper that says i love you with his fingers that had been made of blood

really mad I think

man's heart for her

was very jealous to hear the news

lol

but I am very happy if they could be together

however, not so that the imagined

she rejected my friend

sorry for yohan: (

then that makes me angry is ..

These days there are working groups

I as group leader

I was in the trust can manage all

but I was very disappointed with my members

they can not take seriously

until the task was not finished

I'm not in trust by mrs nur

I told to the mrs nur

he told me to wait to deal with them

did we like the lead and it was difficult to lead

I am really disappointed

until I cried in front of mrs nur

I was never like this in front of the teacher

I do not want to be a leader again!

明白 - 郭靜 / 月曜日, 9月 07, 2009 @ 9/07/2009 09:23:00 午後
明白 - 郭靜
詞曲：王雅君

你說了一萬遍的你愛我　你說了什麼我都懂
NI shuo le yi wan bian de ni ai , ni shuo le shen me wo dou dong
因為愛很久　所以我都懂
Yin wei ai hen jiu , suo yi wo dou dong
可是我發現沒人能永久　就算我們曾勾勾手
Ke shi wo fa xian mei ren neng yong jiu, jiu suan wo men cheng gou gou shou
還是會寂寞　沒有你之後　我才明白的更多
Hai shi hui ji mo, mei you ni zhi hou, wo cai ming bai de gen duo

你看著我來　我看著你走
Ni kan zhe wo lai wo kan zhe ni zou
生命有太多分分合合難免要承受的痛
Shen ming you tai duo fen fen he he nan mian yao cheng sou de tong
你看著我來　我看著你走
Ni kan zhe wo lai wo kan zhe ni zou
就算摀住耳朵　我還能聽見你呼吸的溫柔
Jiu suan wu zhu er duo, wo hai neng ting jian ni hu xi de wen rou

你看著我來　我看著你走
Ni kan zhe wo lai wo kan zhe ni zou
生命有太多分分合合難免要承受的痛
Shen ming you tai duo fen fen he he nan mian yao cheng sou de tong
你看著我來　我看著你走
Ni kan zhe wo lai wo kan zhe ni zou
就算摀住耳朵　我還能聽見你呼吸的溫柔
Jiu suan wu zhu er duo, wo hai neng ting jian ni hu xi de wen rou
就算我會心痛　你的好永遠都填滿我心中
Jiu suan wo hui xin tong ni de hao yong yuan dou tian man wo xin zhong

I'm embarrassed to say the truth and in fact I still love you / @ 9/07/2009 08:06:00 午後
I feel sad
do not know why
every time thinking about you
my heart is very sick
as in acupuncture
often alone
never wanted to communicate
people thought I was arrogant
I was crying alone
nobody knows
I feel useless
stupid
your fault
I became like this
I hate your friends
she makes me be do not trust our relationship
I'm disappointed ..
turns out you can not be trusted
I was really disappointed with you
I do not want to hear your name
I do not want to see your face
makes me more sad
tears for you
was not useful
you want me to change for you?
can ..
but I also you to change
but, you never know what I want
I'm tired
I do not know to how to deal with all this
I'm sorry I can only say if I'm wrong ..
TT

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