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I'm a teenager girl who loves eat, sleep, and spare my time with my beloved friends. i like to do what i want to do. i don't like being forced.
“People told me I shouldn't take everything too seriously, and I didn't listen. Now I wish I had, because I tormented myself over every little thing. What's bad is when you get to age 19, you're looking back thinking, "I wish I could be young again an” LYNS

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a wonderful day / 火曜日, 12月 29, 2009 @ 12/29/2009 12:29:00 午後
Yesterday I'm so glad
go to Ocarina with friends
at there, we have fun
Ocarina tour, playing in the Waterpark
fun!
I made a bracelet name shades bali
cool
I love it
cost approximately Rp20.000, --
:)
hello big mouthfucker, stupid cocksucker / 日曜日, 12月 27, 2009 @ 12/27/2009 11:56:00 午後
I’ve just begun.
It’s about that time, I'VE GOTTA GET MINE!
I wanna slit your throat and fuck the wound
I wanna push my face in and feel the swoon
I wanna dig inside, find a little bit of me
Cuz the line gets crossed when you don't come clean
You heard me right, bitch, I didn't stutter
And if you know what's good, just shut up and beg,
brother
Backstab - don't you know who you're dissin'?
Side swipe,we know the Ass that your kissin'
Bigity-biggidy bitch boy, halfway hauser
Don't hear shit cuz It keeps gettin' louder
Come on, and get a face full 'o tactic
Lipping off hard, going home in a basket
You got no pull, no power, no nothin
Now you start shit?
Well, ain't that something?
Payoffs don't protect, and you can hide if you want
Pick up the pace!
Enemy, show me what you wanna be.
I can handle anything, even if I can't handle you.
Readily, either way it better be.
Don't you fucking pity me
My wormwood meets your pesticide
You'll never get out, cuz you were never alive
I am infinite, I am the infant finite
Come a little closer and I'll show you why
Noises, noises, people make noises
people make noises when they're sick
Nothing to do except hold on to NOTHING
How does it feel to be locked inside another dream
That never had a chance of being realized?
What the fuck are you lookin' at?
I'll tell you what you're lookin' at
Everyone you ever fuckin' laughed at
yukiko: Hate ain't enough to describe me
Somewhere between screaming and crying
I'm not supposed to be here
When do I get to know why?
Bitter as the stink of when I try
Fuck this shit, I'm sick of it.
You're going down this is a war
You can't kill me, cause I'm already inside you !

see what u've done !










sushi ala YAO & LYNS / 土曜日, 12月 26, 2009 @ 12/26/2009 11:26:00 午後



today my sista nd i made sushi
sushi ala CHEN FAMS !
delicious oo :)

check it out !





my goal / @ 12/26/2009 11:00:00 午後
Do not store the words of love to the dear people that he died because eventually you have recorded the words on the tomb of love. Instead speak words of love that are stored in your mind it now while there his death
i hate ... / 金曜日, 12月 25, 2009 @ 12/25/2009 11:00:00 午後





today got nth to do

watching tv, online

yesterday, lyrz muii asked me to go to sg

i want to go there

its been a long time i havent a time to go there

but, my daddy asked me t not go there

dissapointed aa

i really want to go

:(

i hate

then, i plan a new year party

wants to go to MALAYSIA

i think my dadd doesnt give me a sucks answer

i am waiting for his answer :D




there is always regret after leaving / 木曜日, 12月 24, 2009 @ 12/24/2009 10:34:00 午後
my heart hurts now
10:36 pm
I saw his post to someone in my new feeds
I cannot stand my pain
I do something something that can not forgive
I scared
I was so afraid he knows
Fortunately what I expected did not happen
but my heart hurts
I was really bad
leaving him, then felt pain
I can not Cherish what I am having now
There is always regret after leaving
now he is leaving me
he did not believe me
he thinks I love him that is a lie
HE DOES NOT KNOW WHAT I THINK
I hate this situation
HATE!
I hate myself why he did not want to Cherish
but, its useless
he does not love me
he loves someone else
I was just a "puppet" that he flickey
pretend well in front of me
but his heart is in another girl
sick!
you know this pain?
you always thought I was having an affair
What I have?
I was having an affair though, my heart is always there in you
all the false promises
you did not love me! TT
its quite bored @ home ! move out move oud ><' / @ 12/24/2009 06:14:00 午後
today quite boring!
online, eat, sleep, online
golly!
I'm going crazy here! X (
I wanted to get to school for friends to see
X33
today doesnt feel want to message-ing
doesnt want to comment-ing
hp doesnt hold a half-day
but, there are many text-ing frm unknow people == '

24/12/09 >> there is no event
bored
should have a happy christmas eve with my family or
friends
but no event
tomorrow's date 25/12/09

today 23/12/09 - 13.10 / 水曜日, 12月 23, 2009 @ 12/23/2009 01:17:00 午後
We meet again at the blogger
although just over a day
but a lot is happening!

starting from he hve came back to his house
he changed
changed already..
changed alot..
became a different person..
didnt repp my message..
he nver like that :(
i felt i would lost him
especially his status in the most popular sites ( everyone must know )
made me more disappointed
and I've started realize , i love him :(
but he was so
well
sad: (

after that, yesterday hve discussed with my "friend" of the event christmas
OH MY GOD!
it can really be true ? : (
wanted to be held
for the first time out together with him
but, after whom I invited
none can
all doubt: (
hopefully!
discuss new information at the night with him:)

by the way
i got new foster brother
anthony his name
: D
not much to tell about him
I hope he can understand me:)
LOL / 火曜日, 12月 22, 2009 @ 12/22/2009 02:36:00 午後
here i upload these pic of mine when im narcissitic in fitting room :D
LOL




after that, i think this cloth is suit for me
then i decided to buy it
love IT :D
Brush The Past / @ 12/22/2009 02:06:00 午後
congratulations again on my blog
have not post on the blog
was busy-ing: (
finally can post again

want to tell all this is happening
ranging from lessons in school,
My score dropped dramatically!
from rank 3 to 4!
sad: (
but I think I can keep it
because of the A ***** ..
everyone became down one rank
but, that's okay
2nd semester I'll try again
I promise, if you can not beat her, I'll treat my friends
and class I also became the highest average!
joy!
but, on the other hand .. my parents used to be considered
they want me to get a champion : (
but, I certainly not could
I can not beat marchillia: (

after talking about school issues, let me tell you the problem of love
Huhuy!
the waiting time that you all, right? LOL
no long stories about the guy, right?
indeed .. we've rarely had not even communicate!
but, these days we have contact ..
same as before he cheerfully ..
just became a little closed to me ..
do not tell me the problem again
but .. yesterday ..
he makes me surprised!
he asked me if I still liked him or not
limited only brother and sister, right?
I said yes
that extent ..
he was relieved ..
since then he started to tell my problem to me
he likes with one girl knew that girl ( a pretty one ) :D
he went out with that girl ..
but it was broken ..he now felt sad
turns out he can not forget that girl ..
he wanted the girl back again ..
he asked my opinion ..
I told him to keep the girl's remains
: D
although a little sick .. but, I still give him the spirit:)
gampatee BRO:)

then ..
I want to talk anymore ..
about MR.D
I can not forget
he's too sweet
too deserve the recalled
I always thought
He was the first person I saw was THE MAN
what he did to me .. so good
I do not know if he has feelings for me or not
I told this to a friend who I consider to be the trust ..
MR.H
He concluded that the man must have liked me ..
but I did not dare to hope so ..
I found it impossible to happen to me ..
What I would no longer belong to me

What should I do?
: ((
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